I have been in deep reflection after the opening of the 11:11 portal and the powerful cleansing of the Taurus Full Moon. I feel a space of void, of emptiness, of nothingness. I have been going to sleep at 8pm, exhausted from wrestling with unseen forces, you know the ones that infiltrate your mind and threaten to destabilize any semblance of stability you might have convinced yourself you have. Sleep has been calling and I have been surrendering to it. The sun sets really early in the late fall and winter here at the foothills of the Rockies and as soon as it gets dark I am drawn to the comfort of flannel sheets and a ridiculous amount of blankets. And I am grateful grateful grateful for a warm safe cozy place to rest my weary self.
It is a time of great and momentous transition. I feel it with every inhale and every exhale. I know it is by no accident that any of us have incarnated at this time, to be witness and participant in the great awakening, the great expansion in consciousness, the massive clean-out on so many levels, in every corner and crevice. It’s like the cosmic flood and all the creatures who have been doing their dirty business hidden away are washed out into the light of day. To say that deep emotions are rising to the surface concurring with this flushing is a given. What you do with your reactions and responses is yours to experience, each in our own way.
I turn to flowers, to Nature, to the gifts of the Great Mother for it is in her embrace that I feel most connected and when I feel connected I feel less crazy. I was out walking my cat Arthur in some unexpected but most welcome warmth this week and came across some oak leaves lying in the sun, kissed by dew. Delight.
I filmed a lot this weekend with my filmmaker Lily. I arranged a splendiferous autumn tribute in a stunning handle-less vase hand blown by art activist BGold. Enjoy it yourself on
The Flower Channel.
No matter the outer circumstances and inner feelings that get triggered, find solace and JOY in flowers. The Flower Channel.